I FEEL SO DEPRIVED OF A LIFEEEE. seriously. i know that technically, since it's my Os and such, i should be S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G but i'm really starting to H-A-T-E that word. whoever coined that phrase must be a nutcase. Truth be told, i have not started on a SINGLE subject. at all. nada. zilch. zero. LING BIG FAT DAN. and the thing is, what's getting to me is not the fact that i haven't started studying, but that all my friends are studying and no one is free to GO OUT with me. there's seriously something wrong with me right. tell me about it. i'm convinced i'm psycho. i'm ANXIOUS, yes, but NOT for my Os. I cant wait for AFTER my Os. i think if my parents read this they'd either a) check me into IMH or b) kill me. i think they choose b) - cheaper option. i have somehow lost all motivation/drive (not saying i actually had any in the first place) this also explains why i've only gone for about 2 sessions of night study. HOW MARVELOUS. now fran, let's give you a time check on when prelims are... hmm... let's see... OH RIGHT. THEY ARE NEXT WEEK. what the... God said do your best and he will take care of the rest right but what happens when you dont complete the former. DIEEEEE. and i've just successfully wasted 5 mins blogging instead of (trying to) study. I can just see what's gonna happen when I get back my O level results. it's gonna be worse than what happened when i got back my chinese one. and, trust me, i don't think it gets much worse than that.

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