anyway i was looking through my old pics and i found pics of my family when my granddad was still around.. we were like happy i guess... i remember him as being the silent type.. not very silent... but he diddn't talk much either... but he was nice... i guess i miss him sometimes... like i wonder what it'd be like if he was still alive.. would my grandma be wheel-chair bound now? maybe... maybe not. it's all GODs will. God wanted him so he went... i know God has a masterplan but it's very hard to trust in him at times.... i know that he's putting me through what i have around me now for a reason. I know that i will learn something valuable out of it and no one said learning was easy... i know that i will not be the only one learning out of this and everyone will be learning but everyone will be learning different things. i think evenone is here in this world to spread a different gift. but i guess u aren't suppose to know what that gift is, if not human nature will have a better chance at taking over our minds and we won't be able to hear God's voice in us anymore. i think once in a while we should stop and talk to God, i won't say pray cause in most prayers, we normally talk more than we listen, but in conversations, it's mostly a mutual thing.
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