i was juz remembering the past years and i realised how u only feel strongly for people after you lost them... like even if you detest them, you still miss their presence.... i guess going to 2/1 nxt yr is a good thing coz i won't miss anyone and everything can be exactly the same as they were this year..but i guess sometimes change may be good... we treasure people more that way... but thinking back just on the past year, i realised how changing to a new school has got mii to meet new friends and let mii try new stuff which i may not have tried if i went to sac.. but sometimes change may just bring sadness... that's how i feel whenever i think of mii primary school.. i miss those staircases... the canteen aunties... the hall.. the classrooms... evreything.... it's that kind of feeling that makes change dreaded.. if only that were not present.. people would be welcoming change with open arms!! but i guess everything has a negative and positive side... this isn't really an exception....i really hope that next year would be a good year for everyone so that we'll be able to acheive our personal goals so that we can be happy....but sadly, i don't really think i'll be able to acheive wad i would like to next year.. i mean... i really wanna be able to be acceoted for IP but looking at mii current academic results, that seems very far away... so i guess i'll be in IJ for another 3 more yrs.. not that it is a bad thing... but i really would like to experience it... but that's almost impossible so i shall try and relish the the thought..